EOYS ENDED. [:not feeling well at all. im gonna flunk sci. but i dont care [: i really dont, HA.
ha. was listening t dong jie in t afternn. just sitting there and staring into space. and i just started t cry. cry and cry and cry quietly to myself.. im so badly hurt ,do u pple know that. even if they do know, they wont understand ): SO? so what if i see him. does he even see me too, does he even
KNOW.
im longer the person i once used t be.
i can never be as happy as bfore.
though i act happy ,
but im not. i never will be.
i cant pick myself up. this wound is too deep , too deep for me t heal. and i know i wont. im sorry ,but i still love you so. tell me u understand this? please.
sometimes i just wna run away. maybe i shld. cos right now, the pain im feeling is making me numb ,it makes me tremble with fear, i dont know what'll happen in t future.. i dont know anything.
please come back and take away my anxiety
please dont hurt me any further
i cant take it anymore
only almost here,
7:11 AM.
